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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2005|07:26 pm]
[Current Mood |bitchybitchy]

Basically I feel like a fat piece of shit. No self control.. Food just never stops entering my mouth.. Mia's back.
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2005|11:16 pm]



: total starving.


im such a bitch.
hate food
food controls my life, i hate it, could cry, nobodys here understaning me.
this sucks.
im upset.

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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2005|11:16 pm]

[Current Music |nothin]

I’m starting a new Fast, Tomorrow, 9 am.

I’m going to eat under 500cals. Hope I’m strong enough. But I thin I am. Because I have to work from10:30am till 05:00pm, and then from 05:30 pm till 11:00pm at my second job (I have two. One in a store and at night at a Greek restaurant (there's so much food…-.-L)

So I have not very much time for eating. Hope I’m gonna stand this and don’t pass out or something like that.


That’s my plan:


Morning: Kellogg’s Cornflakes with milk (177cal) - one “Knäckebrot” (26) 203 cal

Lunch: One Apple-2 “Knäckebrots” (112cal)                                                          315 cal

Afternoon: 1 Salad at my job (100cal)                                                                       415 cal

Night (After my job): 3 “Knäckebrots“(78cal)                                                                     493 cal          


Well, that’s actually fewer than 500.


Tomorrow I‘m gonna ride on my bike about 45 minutes(ride to the “downtown” of our city and go to work-(riding about 30 minutes) )and 15 minutes I’m gonna ride to the Greeks. My mom’s gonna take me home after work at 11:00pm.     So, after all that’s about 45 minutes, so I hope I’m gonna burn about 270 calories.


Oh, nearly forgot: I’m gonna drink about 2 litres of water tomorrow.

 I’m sorry for Grammar mistakes. I’m a German^^



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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2005|04:21 pm]




Today was, or even Is, a bad day. I’m so upset.


1 piece of bread with fresh cheese

2 Bananas

70 gram chocolate (+nutella)

100 ml Milk

1 plate spaghetti soup


Well, hope I’m gonna leave my fingers from this fucking fat making things. Oh I forgot, I also ate 1 slice of cheese and 2 carrots. -.-


 Sports: 1h on the bike (-360 calories)




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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2005|12:54 am]

Hi girlzzz

My plan for tomorrow:

2 Apples (120)
1 litre Fruit tee
2 litres Water
5 “knäckebrots” (130)
2 Soups (70)

1 Hour inline skating
Wish me luck.
Hope you all stay strong…an myself too^^
Think thin
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2005|08:26 pm]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

Today was good. Great workout at the gym, at least 350 cals burned.
1 pear- 100
1 carrot- 50
yogurt w/ 1/4c of cheerios- 88
PB (small binge almost :/)- 200
Green beans- 100
gum- 15
Total-- 553 :)
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Finally!! [Oct. 4th, 2005|08:03 pm]
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]

Finally a good day calorie wise. Lately I've been doing well all day (under 300) and then at night I can't take it anymore and totally binge (like McDonald's binge- BAD BAD BAD). Today I had:
1/2 apple- 40
salad- 300 max
tootsie pop mini- 30 (i think?)
stirfry- 100 max
3 egg whites and some yolk- 70 max
coffee- 25
rough Total- 565 calories! YAY
and I have had tons of water and green tea, plus some diet soda's. I also burnt at least 300 cals at the gym tonight. WooHoo!!! Maybe I'm finally getting my ass in gear again and gaining control back. :)
Think Thin girls!

(Can anyone tell me how to Xpost
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fatty fatty fat fat [Oct. 3rd, 2005|06:51 pm]
[Current Mood |grumpyfat fat fat fat fat]
[Current Music |none]

I've done so terribly lately that I don't feel like I've deserved to post so I haven't. I haven't weighed myself out of complete fear considering I have a total binge WEEK. This is terrible. Today was doing great, only 80 cals until 4pm and I failed my test and fucking went to McDonalds. I'm such a piece of shit. I purged a little bit, but it doesn't matter now. I can feel my ass growing. TOMORROW- SERIOUS RESTRICTING! Only eating up to 400 cals MAX! grrrrrr. I am so disappointed in myself. Hope you guys are doing better than I am. <3
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2005|01:18 pm]

im such a fatass

a new month i i failed the chance to begin a new fast. it'S just that feeling of begining a new fast when a new months begins...oh we, so i think i'Ve got to start tomorror, one day to alte....-.-

im fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate ´myself for beign fat. i hate it.

some suggestions? help? support? i need you all right now.

sry for grammar mistakes.im a fucking fat german
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(no subject) [Sep. 28th, 2005|07:57 pm]

Hey everybody

4 pieces of bread (don’t know the English word for it^^)
1 Apple
2 cups of coffee
1 plate of spaghetti

That’s all.
Also I was about 1 hour on my bike and I did 100 crunches and 50 “Bedups”

Proud? I don’t know. Better than yesterday.

Wish you all the best!

Hunger hurts. But starving works.
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